Q & A

Do you want them to care?
Maybe, just a little, enough to stop it hurting.
Take away a little bit of pain.

Do you miss them?
Why? They never did much good for me at all.
Usually made me do things.

Things being...
Getting them out of trouble and stuff,
Talking with the teacher.

You weren't scared?
Course I was, still am, just didn't show it.
Too much riding on me doing it.

What if you let your fear in?
Then I'd do nothing all day and stay in the light.
Not to mention avoid men.

What do you want then?
That's a good question, ask it when I have an answer.
Or better yet, just forget it.

Why forget things?
Human mind will take out the inconsequential.
I'm not worth remembering.

What makes you say that?
Must I run through the list? Twould take too long,
Just as the next question.

Why are you doing this?
Separating my mind or just this pointless questioning?
Your questions are too vague.

Pointless questioning first.
Mainly? Get it out of a system that will rebuild it.
Technically it won't last long.

Then why the mind separation?
Good question, considering my rationality and me are,
Shall we say arguing? Or banter?

This is just your questions...
My questions? Oh right, I'm still in one body here.
Perhaps a separation of that....

You're going off track.
No, just removing myself from unpleasantness.
This is circling back.

You're trying to ignore it.
What's wrong with that, give what you've taken.
That should be obvious.

So you're shedding ignorance.
Perhaps. Though probably not. Ignorance hurts,
A lot actually... still got scars.

What do you do?
Scratch mostly, funny how most people don't notice.
Pain is good though.

What's so great about it?
You draw up the blood, it heats up your skin,
Therefore, your arm burns.

Why burning?
Cause I don't fancy freezing as an ultimate pain.
It's just cold.

What's so bad about cold?
It does nothing really. Kinda like a reminder of how
People are cold to me.

You think the worlds out to get you?
I wish, I'm just a background piece, accepted and all.
Wonder if I can get paid for it...

Stop that.
Stop what? Trailing off? Too hard to do that.
More amusing to do this.

You're confusing people.
Not my fault. It made perfect sense in my head.
But then again everything does.

So here comes the silence.
It's always silence. Silence is what people want from me.
Silence is what I'll give them...

KC - 16/7/05