Devil's mind

Our love was damned, from the start;
Twas never meant to be.
I am that of the devil's spawn,
You are an angel free.

You sing sweet songs of spirit healing,
I whisper in deceit.
Their happiness is in your blood,
Their spite running in me.

The heart you have sees only good,
My black heart screams in pain.
Light and dark, two mighty sides,
Twill only mix in vain.

Emotions I have never felt,
Are pumping in my veins.
And though you shy away from me,
I see the tears like rain.

No one has ever cried before me,
Not even those I kill.
They hold their tears within themselves,
Not one would ever spill.

Yet here you kneel beside my soul,
I feel you touch my hand.
As coolness gliding in my palm
Leaves as you make to stand.

I lie and let the fires burn,
Away it takes my mind;
To when I used to hold you close,
To kiss you all the time.

The pain that overcomes my senses,
I have grown to hate.
Taking away my memories here,
Forgetting you is fate.

Now I stand and stare in wonder,
Freedom in my breast.
I do not know where I stand now,
A woman lies in rest.

I wonder if I'll make her scream.
I wonder if she'll cry.
As I tear her from limb from limb,
I wonder if she'll try.

KC - 7/7/05