For Mum
For Mum's Chrissy pressie
"grins"
What more do I need to say? - BurningDarkness
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10:48 am
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You weren’t supposed to know me,
Remember me,
See me.
And yet you did.
I’ll still hide from you
Never tell you
Never say the words.
I’m not really sure it’s real.
You could never see me like that,
Like a lover,
Like your forever.
Maybe I should just wait.
It’s probably just a phase,
Just a moment,
Just a time between.
I’ll wait for it to pass by.
I still feel it when I’m with you,
I’m by your side,
I’m right behind you.
A silent guard for your heart.
KC - 22/12/05
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Kat
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11:56 pm
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Written by
Kat
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10:38 pm
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What’s it mean when a man says he loves her?
What does it mean when she says she loves him back?
She walked down the street, her mind running in circles as she tried to work out what had put her in this situation in the first place. Picking up the knife she stared at it for a while, wondering what to do with it, what would happen if she did what she had wanted to do for years.
The weirdest thing was that she had been so deep into this that it was killing her slowly anyway, but every single beat of her heart was worse than any knife could ever make it. She was starting to feel hollow again. The stabbing pain of rejection forgotten as her mind remembered moments where it had been cut before, where she had felt so useless and unwanted.
Closing her eyes tight, she tried to fight, another side of her mind presenting the other argument, but it was weak now, weak as it always was when she scratched. Her heart was fighting with her mind and it was making her so confused. Last time it had taken less than an hour to convince her heart that it was the best thing to do, but then someone had talked her out of it and her heart had held the mind captive again, giving it logical reasons to stay, stay in this world forever.
The knife was heavy in her hand and she took a deep breath before opening her eyes carefully and staring at the knife that sat there in her grip. It was shining, a silvery kind of colour with light glinting off it to make an even more perfect sight than before.
“You’re no one,” she whispered, a tear threatening to fall.
“You’re everything to someone,” her heart fought back.
“No you’re not, you were born nothing and you’ll die nothing. That’s how it works.”
“Stop lying to yourself, you still have family and friends.”
She laughed to herself, a hysterical laugh that was more in her mind than out loud and she continued to examine the knife with an almost hypnotised expression. She touched the blade gently, lightly, almost reverently and closed her eyes. It was time to end this argument, whichever way it wanted to fall. She set down the knife and sat upon the stool, staring into space as she let her mind battle out the final decision of tonight.
“There’s so much more to live for. Other people have dealt with this before and they come out fine, why make a mess for yourself?”
“I’m not other people. I’m not as smart. Nor do I have the strength to fight for so long and still manage to survive.”
“Fight? You’ve been running not fighting!”
“Running tires you out anyway”
“Stop lying to yourself”
“What lying? Is it my fault I’m being realistic?”
“You’re being cynical and you know it”
“Nothing missed there”
“Take a step back and look for the happy moments!”
“What happy moments?”
“If you’d stop ignoring them, you’d see them”
“Ignorance is bliss”
“Not in this case it isn’t”
“I’m nothing in this world, I’ll be nothing for the rest of eternity, why fight what’s coming?”
“Because not everyone sees it your way”
“I’m hurting people, hurting people I’d die to protect”
“Then try living with them and not behind them”
“I follow leaders. It’s pointless to try and make this world without someone to watch your back”
“So while you’re watching their backs, who’s watching yours?”
“Does it matter? I dun need to live through life any other way. I will live, breathe and die much the same as any other”
“Still you want to escape, why must you fight the need to live? It’s only human”
“Perhaps humanity is what makes me want to die”
The conversation went into a fairly simple route after that, points presented and refuted, slowly and surely, one side coming out victor.
I wrote this in August....dun mess with the mind...
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Kat
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8:04 pm
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7:16 pm
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11:38 pm
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one day .... on a saturday....
technically on twiggy's b'day...
we all went and got photo-ed...
so here they are
the results of waking up early for something that mum said we had to
"grins"
Written by
Kat
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7:08 pm
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A simple dream,
Deep purple skies, rolling.
Thunder in the distance.
A lucid dream,
Forked lightning, striking.
Rain tumbling around me.
A remembered dream,
Three years of nightmares,
The memories constant.
A horrid dream,
Of you, of me; haunting past.
No longer together.
A wishful dream,
Full of hope, heartfelt sorrow.
Come back, please.
Kat - 22/9/05
Written by
Kat
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6:04 pm
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I sit in and stare, my face is in shadow, my body in light;
I’m useless and stupid, and my position shows it perfectly.
It’s like another movie where the lighting shows me here,
To prove that I am but a liar and a weaver of half-truths.
With my hands in my lap, my body in an innocent pose,
You cannot see my face, or the scowl that settles upon it,
But I’m sure you can feel the glare that I am sending out.
My eyes that bore within you as though to take you apart;
Delve into your mind of hidden secrets, caches of truths,
That no mortal has ever known before, not even I know.
Your eyes may close, but you know that when they open,
You shall see the glare that reads your soul in simplicity.
Open your mind, your body is too confining, imagine it.
Can you tell the lies from truth from where you watch me?
Can you understand the need for me to hide it all away?
But you don’t need to answer; the answer is in your eyes,
You have no clue why I lie with all that I am, and will be;
You cannot comprehend the need to hide in reputation.
You are confused as to why I am determined to be alone.
You do not understand my need to be nothing; disappear.
I’m running away, like I always do I guess, for eternity,
But this time I won’t be coming back, I don’t need to,
Everyone has someone else to hold on to, to remember,
An idiotic child is not needed in this world, not now,
Not ever, not until hell freezes over and heaven burns.
That’s what I see you know, what’s hidden in your eyes.
You know that; you’re afraid of that, but you still hope.
You don’t want them to know the truth, or see the scars.
You’re afraid they’ll turn from you, leave you behind.
Do what everyone else has done since you were young.
But I can see all that; see the fear, the hope, the dreams,
I can see the love you hold for them, for all around you;
But you want to hide all that, to hide all the pain inside.
I can see the scars, the wounds that still bleed non-stop.
You’re not ready to let go of the past, or live ever again.
You’re scared that letting them in will only make it hurt;
That they’ll walk in to your heart and tear it apart again.
It mended didn’t it? Since the last time anyone entered.
I see it all inside of you, in the way the light hides you.
You’re me, I’m you, as you sit in front of the mirror.
KC - 16/8/05
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Kat
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7:32 pm
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A soft wind blows my hair from my face,
A soft kiss on my brow and my cheek.
Arms holding me tight upon this sunrise.
Laughter in your spoken words of love,
Laughter from your throat, so deep.
Washing over me, holding me tight today.
Lost wherever you have taken me again,
Lost whenever you take me anywhere.
Disappearing with you and only you now.
Time neverending, everlasting, constant,
Time stopping, never moving, held.
Forever held tight for every afternoon.
Memories held within my mind, replaying,
Memories within my heart and soul,
A loop with no pause for the evenings.
Heart pounding, desire, need for you,
Heart pulsing, living desperation.
The constant beating through the night.
Another soft touch, more laughter, lost.
Another time, memory, heart, gone.
A lifetime; still the first day with you.
KC - 8/8/05
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Kat
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9:59 pm
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The music seemed to weave around the trees, the afternoon glow blending with the music until you could see it floating around.
Dancing through the dark green trees,
A slip of green adorning.
The music guiding her as orange glow
Gives way to purple hue.
Flower, in her hair of auburn twilight,
Melodious notes flowing.
Her body disappears amongst the leaves,
Slowly, darkness descends.
She glides through the darkness deep,
Towards the given sound.
A tenor sings out towards the night,
Shivers up her spine.
She bites her lip to stop from calling,
Dwelling in his song.
She knows that when his words disperse,
She'll disappear along.
How she longed to touch his face and
Feel his hand on her.
And yet he would not let her go or
Live his perfect life.
How she wished that he could see her
Know that she was fine.
That he would set her free from him,
Repair his broken heart.
Sad to know she could have saved them
Both from all this pain.
If only she had not departed, left,
But what he said!
The torment followed her to the grave,
And still it stays with her.
A pointless argument unfinished, held,
Till last breath drawn.
His song dwindles, the last note drawn,
As though to keep her here.
But with the wind it disappears, and
With the wind she goes.
KC - 8/8/05
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Kat
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8:59 pm
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Written by
Kat
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9:57 pm
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It's past midnight,
The hour's so late,
And it's been so long.
I remember our love,
So strong and true,
You held me in your arms.
It's getting cold,
The temperature drops,
I miss being with you.
It's getting later,
It's closer to two.
I'm sitting here alone.
With tissue boxes,
Wine in my hands,
And stupid love songs on.
Do you think of me
Of times past by
When we were lost in love?
You kissed me deep
Taking my breath
Whispering in my ears.
So I'll wait here,
Till morning comes,
Waiting for you till dawn.
KC - 25/7/05
Ten Past Midnight (零時十分) - Sally Yip (葉蒨文)
Written by
Kat
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10:25 pm
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Pain,
Constant
Eternal.
Inside
Deep,
Locked.
Wounds
Within
Hurting.
Festering
Pulled out
Scissors
No blood
Just pain
Simple
Gashes
Heated arm
Fiery
Calm
Internal wars
Ended
External
Scarring
Shows
Angry red lines
White skin
Burning pain
No tears...
No screams...
No happiness
No sadness
Not allowed here...
KC - 28/7/05
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Kat
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10:08 pm
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Kat
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9:33 pm
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Want me to show you a place?
A place where I can be?
A place where you can be?
Follow me and I will show you,
I promise.
Be careful when you're walking,
The path cannot be seen,
The path is covered thick,
But I will guide you through safely,
I promise.
Look up at the stars above you,
They're bright tonight,
They're shining beacons,
Snuff out your lamp, enough light,
I promise.
Can you see the house ahead?
Away from cool night air?
Away from beasts of fear?
It's warmer and safer in there,
I promise.
Open the door and watch your step,
Feel free to be at home,
Feel free to be comfortable,
You'll like your stay in this place,
I promise.
Enjoying the peaceful night,
The song of midnight life,
The song of coming dawn,
Hear the music thrumming in your ears,
I promise.
Did you wand to play a game?
Smell the sea breeze?
Smell the forest trees?
You can do whatever you want,
I promise.
Take a walk through the forests,
See the little animals,
See the mighty trees tall,
You'll feel the power of old magic,
I promise.
Swim in the cool summer beaches,
Feel waves crashing down,
Feel water rushing by,
You'll never tire of this happiness,
I promise.
Do you want to leave here now?
Depart from here forever?
Depart and not return?
I knew you'd say it eventually,
I promise.
Be careful on your way outside,
Remember all the fears,
Remember all the fun,
You'll forget all this when you're gone,
I promise.
KC - 27/7/05
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Kat
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7:13 pm
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Welcome to my mansion, my mind, my home...
A well swept hall, large, accommodating,
A fire burning in the fireplace,
Warm waves of welcome, enveloping.
I'll show you to your rooms,
Rooms that will rest your weary minds,
Free your hearts and seal your soul.
I'll help you find yourself again.
You like the rooms, the place is yours,
Be wary of the rooms upstairs,
Restricted sections of my mind,
Do not enter as a warning,
But enjoy your stay, however long it is,
You're welcome to come and go all day,
Though I can't follow you outside.
Had a nice stay, found out everything,
Feel good about yourself again,
Enjoying the life you live nowadays,
Loving the person you are.
Glad to have been of any service to you,
You think you might come back again,
I doubt it but I'll keep your gear.
Into a little room to the west wing there,
Separate from the other gear,
Other people's belongings left here.
Their memories, pains,
Wounds that were open now closed, healing,
I'll hold onto them while you forget,
Forget what you never wanted to know.
KC - 26/7/05
Written by
Kat
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11:05 pm
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Stars shine down with a glimmer, like the hope that you seem to hold inside and yet it's disappearing so fast.
Starlight in the night sky,
Hope glimmering inside.
Dull but still a gleam,
Such a small light left.
Dimming as time wears on...
You're still holding me here,
By a thread of silver,
It's going to snap it's
Too tense to hold on long,
Yet you're still keep trying...
An abyss so absolute beneath,
A chasm waiting to eat,
Destroy me completely,
Take away my essence, soul,
And still I don't want to go...
I told you to stop remembering,
I told you to forget,
Pretend I never was,
Pretend we'd never met,
Why don't you listen to me...
I know you don't want to know,
Probably wish we had
Never even talked or
Even never become friends,
Why won't you just let go...?
KC - 26/7/05
Written by
Kat
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10:31 pm
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You spin me around with your scent,
A tantalising smell that twirls me around.
Your hands make my skin tingle,
Every touch melts me a little more inside.
I can't take the way you do this,
Giving me wings and guiding me to heaven.
My breath disappearing slowly,
Stolen away by your deep kisses bestowed.
You whisper words of love and care,
Your lips a fiery trail from ear to neck.
Then comes the arms that hold me,
Wrapping around to keep me safe and warm.
You love me, every night and day,
You remind me, always give me reasons why.
I love you, but I can't see why,
You're everything to me and yet you're not.
I can't help loving you like this,
You're in my dreams and nightmares too.
I wish I could just let you go but
It hurts too much, I need you in my head.
KC - 24/7/05
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Kat
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9:20 pm
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A girl of sixteen summers,
Pickpocket, cut-throat.
A thief that rules the city,
Despising all she is.
Daughter of sixteen autumns,
Loving child, servant.
A maid that follows orders,
Submissive to a fault.
An Amazon of sixteen winters,
Fighting for survival.
A battle with the cold streets
Chilled to her bones.
A lady of sixteen springs,
Seductress, enchantress.
Weaving magic of lust and love,
Determined to stay alive...
KC - 21/7/05
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Kat
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8:40 pm
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I walk through empty corridors,
Chilled fingers dance around.
An icy trail along my body,
Freezing through my clothes,
Goosebumps breaking out.
A tune from childhood songs,
Sung breathlessly out loud.
Lost within this castle's past
My eyes swing left and right,
To find a fright unknown.
Empty rooms of dust and grime,
Doors that hang from hinges.
A curtain hiding broken glass
Cold winds that blow it open;
Flapping in the breeze.
Light shines from empty moon,
A pale glow shows my way.
Fear tickles my neck in touches
Soft and whispers in my ears.
Innocent tunes continue.
A noise, a crash, a monster?
I pray and hope and wish.
One last corridor to walk,
Till this nightmare ends.
Darkest walkway yet.
Gulping, eyes closed, inching.
A few more metres left here.
Trembling arms and legs.
My heart pounds in my ears.
Drowning the song away.
A candle in the entrance hall;
A warm yellow glow, alone.
Eyes darting round the room.
A white glow from the side.
Screams of silent pain.
I close my eyes and shake,
Unmoving as it comes.
A sound of chains and music.
A noise of whispered words.
Rattling ever closer.
Then suddenly it stops again,
Bare inches from my face.
I cannot stand much longer.
Sweat breaks upon my brow
I peek, fists clenched.
A face, too close, I jump back,
It studies me with passion.
Self conscious and afraid.
I walk towards the candlelight,
My face towards the ghast.
It lets me take the light up,
It lets me inch door-wards.
I almost turn the knob behind,
When it makes a haunting sound.
That echoes in my mind.
It seems to fly right through me,
Through walls, through chairs,
Through broken windows, all.
I stand in shock and peril.
Its gaze is on me now.
Come morning to these parts.
A day that seems too bright.
A castles stands on hill
Alone in all its splendor.
The new replacing old.
KC - 22/7/05
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Kat
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9:23 pm
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Blowing in the summer breeze,
Green leaves thick and coating.
The sun's rays feeding me again.
My leaves of orange, auburn,
Falling down, concealing earth.
Autumn chills run down my spine.
Winter freezes to my core,
Cold winds that wrap around me.
My branches bared to the world.
And heat returns in plenty.
As spring brings back the buds.
Flowers blossom red, a covering.
Blowing in the summer breeze,
Green leaves thick and coating.
The sun's rays feeding me again...
KC - 19/7/05
Written by
Kat
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10:24 pm
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I'm not supposed to love you
And yet every time I see you, I melt.
Your presence is enough to make my heart race.
Your voice sends shivers down my spine.
I don't know what love is,
And still this feeling won't go away.
It fills my mind with nothing but thoughts of you;
It makes me forget everything else.
I don't want to love you
And yet all these emotions are here,
It swirls around inside me and feels so natural;
As though I was born to love you only.
I wish I didn't love you
And yet I want to be with you forever.
I want to be by your side for eternity and longer.
I want to be everything for you.
I can't help but love you
And still if I had a choice in this
I'd never love you if I'd never met you at the start.
But I can't help but love you.
KC - 19/7/05
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Kat
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9:34 pm
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Marching against each other on ground of pure white snow,
They're weapons are sharp and minds are clear.
Today is the last day of war.
The victor of this match shall be the ones that live,
Telling stories of their win forever after.
In legends. myths and sagas.
I stand amongst the men today with heart pounding away.
The butterflies in my stomach playing games.
Trepidation in the frosty air.
Our leader calls and we reply, renewed in our resolve.
We shall stain the ground with their blood,
Until the water flows red.
Knives and clubs, slashing and smashing, blood runs free.
Soaked in blood not all my own, I stand alone.
The fight is finally over.
We've won, beaten back those that had dared to stand up.
Yet no joy does my pounding heart exude.
I only see the dead friends.
My memories haunt me as the rain and snow begins to fall.
The blood washes away and leaves the pain.
Dreams of men I've killed.
What power do we hold to believe that killing men was fine?
Fine men leaving behind their loved ones
Are still men in the end…
KC - 18/7/05
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Kat
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7:49 pm
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Sunlight touches her hair, caressing.
Cool breeze blows the leaves,
Twirling them around her feet.
Her toes sink into the soft grass hill.
A flower gliding on the breeze, falls.
Drifting slowly into her arms,
Outstretched before her body.
Her look of wonder a beauty to behold.
She sings as sunset comes, melodious.
Her voice that captivates souls,
Entrancing the listeners around.
Animals from the forest emerge as one.
Such wonder in one angelic woman, lady.
The Gods themselves fall down
On their knees, at her feet.
Unbelieving of their perfect creation.
This lady holds a part of me, forever.
She does not know but in her
Hands she carries my heart.
Though I cannot give her all she needs.
KC - 17/7/05
Written by
Kat
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11:21 pm
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An eve of darkness and shadows,
No moonlight penetrates the clouds.
Thick and black, they hang above,
Weeping in torrents upon us.
A fork of lightning, striking.
A clap of thunder, deafening all.
Screams from a child behind me.
From under the covers of bed.
Soft laughter escapes my lips,
The electricity cuts off, darkness.
More screaming from the blanket.
I roll my eyes as thunder booms.
Reaching under the covers,
My cold hands grab a warm leg.
A squeal and kicks in attempt
To get me far far away again.
Lightning, thunder, forgotten,
Tickle wars have begun, laughter.
Dancing fingers on the foot,
On a tummy and a neck, squeals.
Torch light, parents scold.
Stiffled laughs and shared looks.
Sleep tonight, too scared alone,
Share the bed, hugging, sleep...
KC - 16/7/05
Written by
Kat
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11:10 pm
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Do you want them to care?
Maybe, just a little, enough to stop it hurting.
Take away a little bit of pain.
Do you miss them?
Why? They never did much good for me at all.
Usually made me do things.
Things being...
Getting them out of trouble and stuff,
Talking with the teacher.
You weren't scared?
Course I was, still am, just didn't show it.
Too much riding on me doing it.
What if you let your fear in?
Then I'd do nothing all day and stay in the light.
Not to mention avoid men.
What do you want then?
That's a good question, ask it when I have an answer.
Or better yet, just forget it.
Why forget things?
Human mind will take out the inconsequential.
I'm not worth remembering.
What makes you say that?
Must I run through the list? Twould take too long,
Just as the next question.
Why are you doing this?
Separating my mind or just this pointless questioning?
Your questions are too vague.
Pointless questioning first.
Mainly? Get it out of a system that will rebuild it.
Technically it won't last long.
Then why the mind separation?
Good question, considering my rationality and me are,
Shall we say arguing? Or banter?
This is just your questions...
My questions? Oh right, I'm still in one body here.
Perhaps a separation of that....
You're going off track.
No, just removing myself from unpleasantness.
This is circling back.
You're trying to ignore it.
What's wrong with that, give what you've taken.
That should be obvious.
So you're shedding ignorance.
Perhaps. Though probably not. Ignorance hurts,
A lot actually... still got scars.
What do you do?
Scratch mostly, funny how most people don't notice.
Pain is good though.
What's so great about it?
You draw up the blood, it heats up your skin,
Therefore, your arm burns.
Why burning?
Cause I don't fancy freezing as an ultimate pain.
It's just cold.
What's so bad about cold?
It does nothing really. Kinda like a reminder of how
People are cold to me.
You think the worlds out to get you?
I wish, I'm just a background piece, accepted and all.
Wonder if I can get paid for it...
Stop that.
Stop what? Trailing off? Too hard to do that.
More amusing to do this.
You're confusing people.
Not my fault. It made perfect sense in my head.
But then again everything does.
So here comes the silence.
It's always silence. Silence is what people want from me.
Silence is what I'll give them...
KC - 16/7/05
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Kat
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12:35 am
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Insult me, spit in my face, sure.
No one wants me near them anyway.
Be down right nasty? Fine, suit yourself.
Ignore me? Pretend I never spoke?
Hurts, cuts real deep, in the heart.
Be like the others...Ignorance is bliss.
Whatever? Shrugging? Be that way.
It's your life, my soul being torn.
No big deal, happens often enough anyway.
Funny how I can deal with arrows,
Sad I can't handle ignorance.
Weird - maybe it's childhood memories again.
Years of being bullied actually help,
Means the knives get blunter,
Every single time it's easier for my heart.
Depressing that I don't know enough
Not a big socialiser when you're bullied.
Call me nigelated, or consider me a ghost.
Amusing, recollections of enemies.
Never knew they'd make me stronger.
That acquaintances would do more damage.
Ever been bullied? It's no big deal.
Ever been rejected? Hurts somewhat.
Ever been completely ignored? It kills.
Want my life? Feels nice sometimes.
Parents ignore you when you're good.
Then you're the worst in the world when bad.
Gotta look at the up side of things.
You got the friends, still hurts though.
Can you ever really trust people with a heart.
My heart, broken too many times.
Patchy but still beating, faintly.
Consider it again? They don't care one bit.
They dun wanna feel guilty if you,
Jump, or well, die essentially.
Stick around till they forget, they will.
Laugh when they want you to, happy.
Sometimes it dun feel like that much,
Don't even seem like a lie after a while.
Tell them secrets? Fine, what the heck.
Look, now they know how you really feel.
Dun laugh till they can't hear you anymore.
Wait a few more years, no need then,
They wun need to see you breathing.
No need to take from you, company or otherwise.
Used? A little, enough to make it hurt.
Betrayed? Never, my own little choice.
A liar? To the core and back, a game to play.
Friends? Not really, more like people.
People that finally noticed you there.
People that won't even remember later on.
Secrets? All true, shouldn't be though.
Hope? Every damned day. For...affection?
Reality? You're still a no one, a loner inside.
KC - 16/7/05
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Kat
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12:01 am
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What makes you worth it?
What makes you so special?
Is it the way you move?
The way you always know?
Or maybe it's from how
You light up my life,
Just walking into the room.
They laugh at me you know.
Behind my back and sometimes,
Sometimes in my face as well.
You have no idea how much
It kills to have you do this;
To take away the only thing
That I thought ever mattered.
I don't know why I wait.
I should have moved on ages
Before the melancholy came.
And still I live alone and,
Stupidly, watch the door.
I cry whenever the phone
Rings and you're not there.
I still hope that you live.
That you haven't forgotten me.
A pointless thing for others,
But it still means everything.
I know that you would laugh,
And probably be like them;
Even leave me behind again.
You won't be able to hear.
God knows where you are now.
But I want you to know,
Inside that heart of yours;
That I will wait for you,
Even if it takes a lifetime,
I'll stand here till you come.
KC - 15/7/05
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Kat
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A story of a love so deep
That words cannot describe
The way they held each other
With nothing but their eyes.
They never should have met,
They weren't supposed to see.
The way they felt were lies,
It wasn't meant to be.
And yet they could not stop
The line that tied them tight.
A line of hate and love,
A line of wrong and right.
A hate so absolute inside,
A love so pure and true.
It could do so much harm to all,
And yet could heal them too.
To follow love was murder,
To follow hate was death.
These two were tied forever
Till neither drew a breath.
There was no balance held,
No balance could exist.
The only way to solve it
Was to vanish in the mist.
And so these two lost souls,
Were tossed over the cliff.
A story to be learned from,
They would become a myth.
But still they held to life,
By love and by pure hate.
To meet again in limbo,
To fight against the Fates.
Though their existence hurt,
It was the only place.
That these two souls could stay
And live without a trace.
Till day came that desire
To feel alive returned.
They went back to humanity
As evil to be spurned.
They were no longer living,
And yet they were not dead.
So vampires they became,
And on blood they were fed.
Centuries passed in horror,
Immortal as they were.
Him a man of hateful strength;
Of loving power, her.
He hated that he loved her,
She loved to hate him so.
It was a war beginning,
A war where blood would flow.
They bred entire armies,
Vampires of divine.
Either pure of hate inside,
Or pure of loving mind.
The battles raged for years,
Until a child was born.
A child of perfect balance,
That healed the world at dawn.
It took the love from her,
And took from him, the hate.
Mixing it together,
To form another make.
Another of itself, to
Build the world from scratch.
Of absolute perfection,
A twin to be exact.
They slaughtered all the vampires
Too weak to really count.
Leaving behind the strong ones,
Twenty in amount.
They were the guardians here,
Of purity complete.
They would watch over everyone
Upon their holy seats.
Ten lovers and ten haters,
Ten women and ten men.
They were to care for mortals,
Forever more from then.
Yet still peace was not held,
For two lost souls had stayed.
They wandered everywhere,
A God and Saetan made.
Gathering worshippers
Was all that they could do.
Their vampire natures gone,
True immortals two.
And still they live today,
Pure evil and pure good.
Biding till a time that they,
Can die as they once could.
KC - 15/7/05
Written by
Kat
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