I Miss You

So, my friend and I are planning on getting back into drawing/writing, respectively. We randomly generated two nouns and have about a month to draw/write something appropriate to cover both words.

Here's my first attempt.

Words: Estate and Piano
Date: Jan 2017

I looked up. The house stared back at me. It was one of those typical period piece houses, complete with the rolling green hills and the creepy empty windows.

I wanted to run away as fast as I could. This was the start of a horror movie. I could feel it.

Before I could convince myself to turn around, the front door opened and a kind old lady looked at me expectantly. The cynical part of me half expected her to do a creepy grin or something else vaguely horror-movie-esque but all she did was smile genially at me.

I sighed and tried to smile back as pleasingly as I could. Her smile hesitated and I wondered if I should practice my smiles more in future, but she’d already changed her smile to a full blown “welcome” smile so I mentally shrugged and walked up the stairs.

“Did you have a good ride in then?” she asked. Even her voice was sweet. I’ll admit that I had expected some kind of husky or gravelly voice but it was all just pleasant. I really need to stop watching horror movies.

“It was very comfortable,” I replied. Well, the seats were anyway. The driver was probably the reason I’d started assuming I was stuck in some kind of horror story.

She nodded amiably as though she wanted me to elaborate but before she could say words to the effect, the husky and gravelly voice I’d expected her to have cut in from behind me and I grit my teeth to stop myself from jumping.

“Take our guest to the third East wing guest bedroom,” said the commanding voice. The sweet old lady in front of me nodded, the smile practically ripped from her face before she shuffled towards the stairs, waving me along behind her.

I risked a glance back and noticed a much younger looking woman still standing by the door. Her eyes were boring into me and I had to whip my head back around to face the stairs and the little old lady before she could see the fear in my eyes. If she was part of those old school horror stories, she could probably smell it already though.

This was a great start. A kind old lady who is old enough to be my grandmother and a scary young lady around my age. What could possibly go wrong with this entire scenario?

The climb up the stairs was longer than I’d originally anticipated. By the time we started walking along corridors, I was tired and by the third turn down another identical corridor, I was thoroughly lost. I didn’t even bother to try and work out where I was anymore. If I was going to die here, I could cross “being in a horror movie” off my list.

“I apologise for the lady of the house,” said the old lady.

The smile had returned to her face, though with significantly less ease as before.

I shrugged slightly and gave a half grin in reply. “It could have been worse,” I replied.

I mentally banged my head against a wall. How on earth could that meeting have been any worse than it already was?

The old lady seemed to take it at face value though and her smile returned to its former glory. A few more turns down various corridors and she stopped at a door…identical to every other door we had walked past.

“I’ll come back to fetch you for dinner later,” she said. “You just get comfortable in here. This house is a maze when you first arrive.”

I nodded and turned the door handle as she shuffled back down the corridor and disappeared around the corner. I took a deep breath. If I was going to die, or get the scare of my life, this is probably where it would happen.

I flung the door open and clenched my hands into fists. If a ghost came at me, I would probably die, if anything else did…I would still probably die, but I’d look cool in the process.

The room was empty.

Well, it had the bed and other various furniture pieces but no ghosts, no monsters and nothing else that looked like it could kill me. I poked my head in and took a quick survey just in case I’d missed something around the side but it stayed nice and empty.

“Is it to your liking?”

I screamed. A little. I definitely died on the inside. I also twirled around like in one of those awesome fighting movies, fists raised and everything. I probably looked like an idiot; I’m strong enough to admit that.

The younger lady from the front door raised an amused eyebrow but said nothing else.

“It’s perfect,” I replied, my voice sounded only slightly strangled. I was so proud of myself. She seemed to want to say something but settled on just looking at me with a part amused and part sceptical look.

“Your luggage has arrived and will be delivered shortly,” she informed me. I nodded and opened my mouth to reply but she’d already turned and was walking back down the corridor.

I felt my heart rate return to something more normal.

This was going to be a long night.

***

I am a pianist.

Or I was. A long time ago. I’d given it up around the time that my brother had passed away.

That was probably five years ago now in real world terms. It feels like centuries though.

Don’t get me wrong. We didn’t get along all the time. He was an absolute jerk and I was an absolute jackass, but he was still my brother. I would give anything to have him back in my life again.

In the first year, my family and friends were obviously concerned and did everything they could to avoid talking about him. By the second year, the therapist told them to start talking to me about him, I refused to engage. The next three years after that was full of silence and awkwardness and people slowly but surely giving up.

I had a day job. It was a great day job even. At least it paid decently well, but piano? Piano was what I came home to. It was what took me to other worlds and gave me a purpose. So it was understandable that everyone had hoped that I would get back to playing to grieve. It probably would have helped too. One small problem though:

I refused to touch a piano.

They didn’t know why, and I refused to tell them. It sounds dramatic, and don’t get me wrong, I can see that it probably would have helped if I’d explained it to them, but they would never understand. They’d try to placate me and at the end of the day, nothing was going to bring him back and no amount of playing was going to fix this.

See, my brother couldn’t play a piano to save his life. He tried, but as much as he appreciated music, he just couldn’t get the notes to play what he wanted them to. Hand me a piano and I’d just make up something on the spot, hand it to him and he’d press a few keys and make decent music but he always felt inferior.

It was okay though, because what I could do with a piano, he could do with a violin. So whenever we met up, we’d do duets.

The day he died, he was meant to be meeting me for a duet. We were going to record our first song in an actual studio. It was going to be epic. We’d practiced it so many time, we could practically play it in our sleep. It would never sell any copies, but it was on both of our bucket lists and it would have been the best day ever. Something to keep and remember each other by for the rest of our lives.

Except he was late.

He was always late to things though, so it wasn’t a big deal. I’d cursed him a few thousand times in my head whilst I was apologising to the recording studio guy and trying to argue that surely I don’t have to pay the overpriced fee if we aren’t actually in the studio yet.

Our recording time went from 8 hours to 4 hours left. I sent him thousands of voicemails; each of them swearing at him. Telling him how expensive this whole thing is; complaining that it’s not easy taking time off work to do this when I’m 80% sure the boss wants to fire me. Telling him that if he doesn’t show in the next two hours, there was no way we’d have enough time to record anything other than rushed sound bites.

By the time there was two hours left, I’d paid the recording manager for the day wasted and gone home. I left him a final voicemail that he’d better be dead because nothing else was going to make me forgive him.

I forgave him.

***

The night air was cool on my skin.

This was the last resort. My family had decided that pretending to eat and pretending to live was a terrible way to go about life. I’d been fired because I was subpar to begin with and just went to absolutely horrendous after my brother’s death. I also didn’t put massive amounts of effort into looking for another job. Even the therapist seemed ready to give up on me.

So here I was. In an estate in the middle of nowhere. A last ditch “reboot” apparently. Whatever that means.

Before prescribing it though, the therapist and I had the weirdest conversation.

She’d asked if meeting my brother again would fix anything. I had shrugged, because really, even I’m not sure what’s wrong with me. She’d asked me if playing a duet with him would make me feel some kind of closure. I’d shrugged again because, sure…the whole recording studio debacle had happened but the duet wasn’t exactly something I’d hold him to in the afterlife.

She’d eventually just said that maybe the only person who could give me closure now was my brother. Part of me had wanted to laugh at her, because seriously? That’s the amazing news she had after ripping hundreds of dollars from my family? Even I could guess that but the dead don’t answer to the living…no matter how much you plead for them to.

The sound of a violin on the wind caught my attention.

At first I thought maybe someone else in the estate was awake and playing, but then I realised that I recognised the song. I recognised it because it was the same song I’d written with my brother for the recording studio.

I had to be dreaming. I hadn’t slept properly in five years, it wasn’t exactly the first time I’d heard the sounds of his violin mixing with my piano like all the times we’d practised.

But there was no piano.

I grit my teeth and shivered as a particularly strong gust of wind chilled me to the bone. “The Estate” was apparently a place for wayward souls to reconnect out in the countryside. That’s what the brochure had said. Nowhere in that glossy piece of paper did it say that ghosts were real and would scare the living crap out of you.

But if it was my brother…if it was him…

I turned towards the sound of the violin. It seemed to be coming from a floor further up. I slipped back into the room and went into the corridors of the house. It was way past bedtime. Dinner had been a quiet, albeit awkward affair. I’d met the other inhabitants, all 23 other wayward souls, and watched as the kind/stern contrast of the two ladies seemed to keep them all in line.

We’d then all departed for our rooms to stay there the rest of the night. I must have stood on that balcony longer than I’d realised if even the corridor lights had been turned down. According to the fact sheet that had come with my luggage, they would only dim at midnight to conserve electricity but still let you wander out without it being pitch black should you need to.

I took advantage of that now and wandered through the corridors. If my guess was right, I’d need to turn left at the next corridor and then turn right again. I could hear a very faint hum of the violin and it seemed to approve of my path because it grew louder as I walked.

I finally reached a stairway and climbed up a few more floors before reaching a small landing. And on the top of that landing? My brother.

I froze. Because seriously…dead looks good on him. I’d always been jealous of how good looking he was, especially when it came to getting things his way.

He put the violin down and stood, watching, waiting. It was almost like he wanted me to make the first move.

“Hi,” I said.

Yes. I spent years thinking of what I’d say to my brother if I ever saw him again, and I settled on “hi”, colour me old fashioned.

He smirked at me as though he knew exactly what I had been thinking, as though he knew how much thought had gone into the word, as though he knew just how important this moment was to me.

“Hi,” he replied.

His voice was the same as before. It was the same slightly arrogant and slightly annoying voice my brother always had when he was talking to me. As though he knew better; knew best.

“You’re dead,” I said. Okay. I’ve deviated from my carefully constructed script. Though to be fair, his reply had completely ruined it already anyway. Somehow my thought processes had always assumed he’d be unable to reply. Probably because I watch too many horror movies and ghosts don’t seem to speak properly in those things.

“And you’re alive,” he replied. See? Jerk.

I reached out to touch him. His skin was warm, as though he was still alive, as though he was actually standing in front of me. I didn’t hesitate; I just threw my arms around him. He seemed to sense how important this was to me because a split second later, his arms were around me and squeezing me just as hard. I felt the tears fall before I could even form the thoughts required to stop them.

My brother was here. Nothing else seemed to matter.

“I’m sorry,” he said. I pulled back and looked at him. If anyone should be apologising, it should be me.

“No,” he said. See? Mind-reading.

“What do you mean?” I finally asked. Just in case mind-reading was a lie.

“I’m dead. I know everything,” he said, slight laugh in his voice. Again…jerk.

“I’m sorry because dying is easy. Living is hard,” he said. His voice was solemn now. His face serious, and I had to clench my jaw because it wasn’t fair.

This was why I’d stopped playing. This was why I couldn’t get over it. Because he’d left me behind.

We were meant to spend the rest of our lives annoying the crap out of each other. We were meant to have that stupid recorded song to remind ourselves after one of us had passed. We were meant to remember everything forever and here he’d left me behind. He’d left me behind to live without him, without anything to remember him by.

Photos and home videos weren’t what tied us together. Music was, and we’d never recorded anything. We’d never bothered. What was the point of recording our practises when we have them every week? That recording session was meant to be our first and last recording. Music didn’t make sense without him.

“You need to try though,” he said.

I scoffed. I couldn’t help it. He’d been the laziest person in the family, what would he know about trying.

“I never had to try because you’d do the work for me,” he explained. I was really starting to hate this mind-reading shit.

“I never had to try because everything I wanted, you’d help me get. So this is me, telling you to do this for me, because you’ll obviously never do it for yourself.”

I glared at him. I was starting to remember why I would have wanted him dead. He always seemed to tell me how to live my life.

“Because you were always going to have a better life than me!” he exclaimed. I frowned in confusion.

“You were the smarter one; you were the friendlier one. I lived in your shadow for so long I’d forgotten that I could make one for myself and by the time I realised, it was so hard. But you helped me pick myself out of my self-imposed gutter and you helped me get a job. You kept me sane. Every single one of our practise sessions made me feel like I belonged. You saved me,” he explained.

“So it’s my turn to save you,” he continued. Ignoring my continued confusion.

“You have to play. You have to play because it will help you remember. You have to play because when you play, the world will make more sense, I promise.”

While I didn’t fully understand, I nodded and he gave me a half grin.

“You’ll get it. Just play,” he said. I sighed.

He pulled me into another hug and then took a long look at me at arm’s length.

“Thank you,” he said. It was probably the most sincere I’d ever heard him.

A loud clang sounded from somewhere nearby and he let me go.

“Time’s up,” he said. “Promise you’ll play for me?”

I nodded again. The words stuck in my throat as I realised I may actually never see him again.

***

I woke up in my bed.

I frowned in confusion with a healthy dash of trepidation. Last night, or my dream, or whatever the hell it was, felt real. Real enough that for the first time in five years I could feel a song in my fingertips.

Real enough that I realised that all this time, I’d forgiven my brother for dying but I’d never forgiven him for leaving me behind.

Real enough that I could see the kind old lady standing at the end of my bed…wait, what?

Another age...

So apparently my girlfriend reads my blog. I don't really know why but there you have it.

Here's my apology because of tonight:

She moved with grace and poise that was probably a little more than necessary for the situation. I gaped, though admittedly it probably just made me look more like a moron than usual.

"I think I just saw a fly go in," she said without turning around.

My mouth snapped shut and I studiously stared at a nearby twig on the ground. A finger glided down my cheek and under my chin, gently tilting my head back up.

"I didn't say you had to stop looking though," she said, a slight laugh in her voice and an amused smile on her face. I could feel my face heating up and I tried to think of anything but the extreme embarrassment that comes with staring a little too hard at someone.

She let me go and went back to her previous stance, her body naturally leaning into stretches I could barely even dream of making.

One particular stretch had her turn her head slightly in my direction and I swore I saw her wink.

In a vague attempt to collect my scattered brains I went back to staring at the twig.

"What's so fascinating about that twig?" she asked, her tone more curious than anything else.

"It's nice and boring and...not half as hot as you," I muttered.

She seemed to catch what I said anyway and laughed lightly.

"I need a shower, I'll be right back," she said. She leaned down and kissed me lightly on the lips before she disappeared into the house.

I sighed and touched my lips in mild contemplation. I wondered how long it would take before a simple kiss like that wouldn't make my heart beat faster and make me want more.

"And so the boring keep each other company," I said, addressing the twig.

The door squeaked open and I looked up to see her head peek through.

"You coming?" she asked.

I made a slight nod of solidarity to the boring twig on the floor before dashing into the house. The twig and I could stare at each other another day. For now, I had a hot shower with a hot girl waiting for me.

***

I'm really really really really sorry. I know I'm stupidly sensitive to things and I have stupid dreams that scare me all the time and tell me exactly what I'm scared of, but I never want you to change the way you are just because of me.

Love you.

Blood Part 2/?

I don't actually remember writing this story...so if there's something glaring wrong...I'm soooo sorry...

The pain woke me up. It made sense, but it wasn't something I was particularly happy about.

Opening my eyes to a squint, I looked around me. If I was unlucky I would be in a creepy cellar somewhere waiting for ugly men in suits to come in and drag me into a lab with a nice and happily cold metal slab in its middle. If I was lucky, I was still under the hospital bed that had been so conveniently placed.

What I saw made me open my eyes properly and look around.

No cellar or anything similar to it, and no hospital. Where in the world was I now?

The door opened, as they do after you just manage to wake up. It's like everyone has an innate ability to show up into a room the moment you wake up...friend or foe. The giant squid walked in. To be completely fair, she didn't look much like a squid anymore, but then again I could understand how my drugged up mind had drawn the connection.

"Glad you're finally awake," she said. Her tone was a lot more welcoming than the professional hospital voice I remembered. Apparently the drugs made her seem more like an evil doctor...somehow I missed the drugs.

I tried to shift into a more comfortable position but the floor was making it difficult. I also realised, rather belatedly, that I was actually chained this time and not in the good way.

"Relax," she said. I looked at her, incredulous.

She sighed and took out a key from her pocket, holding it up as though trying to show that she wasn't about to attack me. I watched her approach and unlock my wrists. She immediately jumped back, as though afraid of what I'd do now that I was free. The faint smell of apples drifted in the air around me.

"I assume you're in pain," she said warily. I was tempted to say "nah duh" but that seemed a little childish, even for me.

"I'll just get you some pain meds, don't go anywhere, please," she said, backing towards the door.

There was something faintly pleading about the please that made me look at her in a new light. Perhaps there was more to this story than I originally thought, at the very least she seemed vaguely invested in my comfort and that was better than most other people already.

It took her about five minutes of my pain filled mind to come back with a syringe. Now you have to understand, I’ve been injected with all sorts of strange concoctions and to be honest, I’m surprised I’m still alive from them, but this is probably the first time I’ve ever been happy to see a syringe. The effect was almost instantaneous and I was now even more grateful for drugs than before, if that was even possible.

“I don’t suppose you want to talk?” she asked. I looked at the squid. I’d actually forgotten she was here, which is disconcerting given that I’ve been trained to be fully aware of my surroundings at all times. I blamed the drugs and generalised pain for my lapse in concentration.

She looked at me as though she was expecting a reply. I realised, once again belatedly, that she had actually asked me a question expecting a reply.

“I wasn’t lying when I was in the hospital,” she continued, “I actually do need to ask you some questions.”

Now really wasn’t a good time. In fact, if she’d just wait until I didn’t feel like every breath was a competition I would have been more than willing to answer her questions.

“El!”

The squid, apparently dubbed ‘El’, spun around to face the door. A bearded, kind of scruffy looking man was standing there.

“Leave her alone El, we can talk to her in a few days when she’s healed a bit more,” he said. Internally I was nodding enthusiastically. I was grateful for them saving me, and if they knew what I am, I’m doubly grateful that they’re saving me, so answering questions in repayment was probably the easiest thing I’d ever had to do.

“But...”

“Elaine! She’s just had surgery. She’s not physically capable of doing much more than just breathing at the moment,” the guy said, cutting in before the squid could protest. She nodded and pushed past him, not particularly gently either.

There was silence as the man watched me watch him. It was a nice mutual watching session.

“I doubt you’ll try to escape. From what I know, you lot have a strangely strong sense of honour, and given that all we’re asking for in repayment is a few questions answered, I’m hoping that you haven’t been so twisted by those bastards that you try to leave without answering them. For now, the best thing you can do is sleep, and if you heal as fast as you’re meant to, you’ll be fit to fight by the time you wake up.”

The man turned around and walked away, shutting the door gently behind him.

Most curious. He seemed to know more than he was letting on but to be completely honest he was right on both counts. I decided that now was not a good time to question the hand I had been dealt and drifted into a slightly troubled but revitalising sleep.

The sound of giggling woke me up.

From the sound of it, it was a child, and from the faint smell of apples, it was probably a relative of the squid. I dared to open my eyes and sure enough a mini squid was sitting next to me, her finger poised over my stomach.

She was about to touch it when she glanced up, presumably to check that I was still asleep. When she saw my eyes open she promptly fell back, wincing as she landed harder than she wanted to.

“Mica,” hissed someone from the door.

I noticed that this child looked old enough to perhaps be an older brother, but given that the little girl looked six, the boy was only ten or so.

It was comical to see his face contort into fear when he realised I was awake. He was fast though. I had to grant him that as he quickly stepped into the room and pulled his sister behind him. He edged backwards, forcing his sister through the door, his eyes never leaving me.

The moment he was out of sight, I shifted my body slightly, checking to see if I was still in half the pain I was in before my questionably long period of sleep. Thankfully my body’s generally faster than normal healing powers had me back to essentially full strength already.

I sat up, regretting the fast movement when the room around me swam slightly. Apparently I was a little further from full strength than I thought.

Testing my limits, I tried standing. This was obviously a bad idea and I had never been more grateful for the squid’s timely entry until then.

The faint smell of apples surrounded me as I essentially snuggled into her arms. Not the smartest way to come out, but definitely the comfiest.

“Good to see you up,” said a man’s voice. The same man as yesterday, complete with beard, was standing in the doorway. There was laughter in his eyes and if my guess was correct, he was laughing at the squid’s expense.

I put my feet onto the ground properly, the extra blood flow helping me finally stand up on my own. The fact that I could do that was probably more thanks to my faster healing ability than some strange blood characteristic.

I coughed slightly and then swallowed. That was a bad idea. I realised fairly quickly that swallowing when there’s nothing to actually swallow hurts. Before I could wallow in that thought, a cup was placed at my lips and pure heavenly water was sliding down my throat. That’s twice in two days. I must be going for a record.

“Better?” asked the squid. She sounded a mixture of amused, wry and, dare I say it, concerned.

“Infinitely,” I replied, glad my voice didn’t crack or croak or some other equally embarrassing and creepy noise.

“Then you can answer our questions,” said the man.

My stomach chose this wonderful time to make itself known to the world. I’d been ignoring it for about three days before the extremely fascinating hospital trip. Understandably, it must have been fairly upset with me.

“After food,” offered the squid. I smiled. The squid returned it and for a whole second I was swept away with how different she looked genuinely happy. I almost named her ‘El’ in my head, until the light dimmed back down in her eyes and her smile lost its power.

Squid it was.

Blood Part 1/?

It hurt to just breathe and for a whole minute I contemplated the idea of not breathing.

A car drove past nearby, its wheels screeching slightly when the driver obviously failed to slow down for the sharp corner. I lifted my head slightly and looked towards the road, the slight black of bitumen teasing me from between the blades of grass. The grass started swaying in my vision and I knew that I'd lost entirely too much blood. Logic told me to put my hand on the wound and pray for the best, but even that movement seemed too much at the moment.

Another car drove by and I wanted to laugh. How many cars would drive by without the drivers ever noticing the half dead person in the grass next to it? I sighed, blaming the ditch I was in, the sudden sharp corner of the road, and my generally small size.

The sound of a car door slamming made me wince. It seemed a little too loud for some reason.

"Is someone there?" asked a woman. From her voice, I'd probably have to wager more girl than woman, but I was never all that good at guessing ages anyway.

"Oh my God," exclaimed the woman. I was tempted to laugh, and mentally I was rolling around in laughter, but my only physical reaction was a slight quirk of my lips.

Trust my luck that the person who was going to 'save' me was probably incompetent enough to just speed up my death. A warm hand touched my head and I mentally shut down, if I was going to die, I was totally doing it in my sleep.

It was cold. Not in a 'holy cow it's freezing' sort of way, but in a 'my skin is probably ten degrees colder than it needs to be' sort of way. I sighed and winced when the action caused my chest to start hurting again.

Fantastic. I was alive.

I opened my eyes slightly and was greeted to the fascinating green curtain of hospital privacy. I closed my eyes again and counted to ten, just because it looked like I was in one of those stupid hospital dramas on tv doesn't mean I was actually in one. When I opened my eyes again, I was greeted to the same creepy curtains. Life really wasn't going my way.

"Oh good, you're awake. You gave us all quite the scare you know," said the nurse. Or well, I assumed it was the nurse, he didn't seem very doctory. Not that I knew what a doctor actually looked like.

I stared at him. Just because my instant response to his comment was to tell him that he was a wimp if a half dead girl could scare him, doesn't mean he had to hear it. I was grateful, really I was. Now all I needed to make my day was a giant squid coming through the curtain and strangling me.

A squid walked into the small enclosure.

Alright, not quite a squid, but if you saw her, you'd think she was a giant squid too. I sighed. Please just strangle me and be done with it.

"Mick, get her some water," the squid ordered. The nurse nodded and then seemingly ran to do her bidding. I was tempted, oh so tempted, to ask her if maybe she'd want the water more.

"I'm assuming that you know where you are. You haven't made any attempt to talk and though I would ordinarily assume that you seem to be the type to not enjoy talking, I need you to answer some questions and then I believe the police would like to ask you some." She said all this without taking her eye off the small screen next to my bed. A good thing since my first reaction to 'police' was to blanch.

Before I could figure out my chances of knocking her out and escaping, Mick was back with a jug of presumably water and a cup already filled in his hands. He put the cup against my lips and gently urged me to drink. The first sip was like heaven. I could feel it sliding down my parched throat. The rest of the cup went without incident. I smiled at him gratefully and he bustled off after the squid waved her hand.

"I know what you are," she said. I looked at her then, my eyes really looking at her instead of trying to discern how squid-like she actually was.

"Leave," I rasped. She smirked.

If you've ever seen a squid smirk, you'd understand that there are some things in life people can live without. This was definitely one of them. If I wasn't already mentally scarred, this would definitely do the job.

"I'm sorry, but I have orders to keep you here," she said. Despite sounding unapologetic, something in her eyes gave her away. She seemed to be trying to tell me something.

Fantastic, my brain was still mushy and a giant squid was trying to tell me something with her eyes. I was tempted to just close my eyes and go back to sleep, but then the threat of police was a very real and very dangerous problem.

"I need to check on some other patients. I assume you're a little too tired to do anything anyway but just in case."

I heard the snap of hand cuffs and looked down at my wrist. The cuff lay uselessly next to my hand, snapped around air. She did that strange talking to me with her eyes thing again and I followed her gaze towards the left side of the enclosure. Did she want me to jump out the left side of the enclosure?

Before I could actually verify anything she had left through the right side and left me to my own devices. Figuring that I'd probably have a higher chance of survival jumping off a building than winding up in the hands of the police, I removed all the weird tubes from my body and dashed out of the left side of the enclosure.

Well, I attempted to dash out. Reality was nice and cruel by making me essentially crawl out of the left side. Apparently I wasn't quite ready to walk yet.

I wound up under another bed, which was probably a good thing given that in the next minute a man yelled and suddenly there was lots of yelling, most of it running along the lines of 'she escaped'.

Deciding that under a bed was as comfy as on top of it at the moment, I curled up and went to sleep, praying more than anything else that no one would find me.