Addicted to Pain...

Check out this piece of trash! ...ahh wells...at least it stop hurting a little...

I’m addicted to pain
I thrive on pure sorrow
My heart beats and feeling returns to my body

They say that love helps
They think that it solves
But all that it does is make me dependent

Without you beside me
I’m standing alone
And the hollow feeling returns to my heart

But when you’re around me
I feel I can fly
Can’t you see how the fall only makes it worse?

I need you to hate me
I need you to leave me
I need you to ditch me to where I belong

In the gutters of streets
With the rest of the rubbish
I need you to know that I don’t deserve you

So give me the sorrow
That I so desire
And shatter my heart till it cannot be mended

Leave me for dead
In the horrors of hell
Give me the pain that I’ve grown addicted to

KC - 5/3/06